Today is Caleb’s birthday. I have taken some pictures and will do a happy post on the Pinklet’s blog. But this is a sad one, this is after all my space to say things in my heart and head. Feel free to skip if you like.
We were driving to the park for a picnic and cake for Caleb’s birthday and I thought about seeing the family later tonight, suddenly tears are pouring down my face. You see life goes on, birthdays, anniversaries, mothers day etc they all still keep coming, and she is not here. Sometimes it just seems like life should stop, but it doesn’t. It just keeps going. Life does not stop for grief.
Natasha loved the kids and I know how much she would have enjoyed spoiling Callie today. We celebrate and live on but there is an empty space.