I hate that I am disorganized and untidy. I am not structured or well planned and so life can be quite chaotic. I know it is part of my personality. It’s what makes me an ideas person, my brain is too busy to sit still. I am not a completer finisher. It makes it hard to be organised and structured. I know I would not function well with a strict routine and a very structured life, but one does need a certain amount of structure.
I wish I could just pay someone to come in and make things organised, put systems in place the deal with my chaos. Oh well I can always dream, or maybe it is the dreaming and not doing that gets me into trouble in the first place.