My weekend

This weekend

– I bought my first packet of cigarette in 10 years, and no I am not going to start smoking but I hate bumming smokes and every now and again I feel like I want one. I am quite disappointed in myself but hey. When you only smoke occasionally you still get that cool head rush. At R30 a box though there is no way this can become a habit again.

– I realized again the power of friends, I have GREAT friends. To Tanya, there were nights this week that I would not have gotten through without you, I wish you lived closer but I guess being where you are meant you were awake when I needed someone to chat to. To Barbara for letting me cry and being so amazingly kind, to Laura who always lets me tell my story and offers wise words and to Heather who just understand things no one else does. And to all the others who just quietly support me – I am blessed.

– Right after I posted my blog on guys just wanting me, I got an sms, it was about midnight, from a friend I have not seen in over 5 years. “Dude it is not okay when stoned to ask me for sex especially when you have been married for only 6 months. Don’t play that game, everyone gets hurt – trust me I know.” It did serve to reinforce my idea of being only wanted for one thing.

– I am sticking to a BOB ( battery operated boyfriend) they might not be able to hold you and kiss you which I so badly want but at least they can’t withhold the truth or cheat either. That reminds me I need to get more batteries. Now if I had spare money (like that is going to happen soon) then i would get one of these. I saw it at the sexpo at the Matilda’s stand

But this weekend I did manage to do one positive thing.
I started this mosaic table ages and ages ago but have just not been motivated to finish it, but on Saturday I did. I needed to keep busy.

mosaic butterfly

( I ran out half way and had to dash out to builders quickly)
mosaic,mosaic,butterfly coffee table,mosaic butterfly

mosaic,mosaic,butterfly coffee table,mosaic butterfly

mosaic butterfly

half way through cleaning
mosaic butterfly

mosaic butterfly

17 thoughts on “My weekend

  1. That mosaic is STUNNING!!!! Am glad you finished it šŸ™‚

    Keep the faith my friend šŸ™‚ It WILL get better! The sun always shines brightest after the storm!

    • Thanks for all the nice comments about my mosaic, it was the first one I have done so I am chuffed with the way it turned out but know a lot about how to make it better next time.
      Wenchy – so is the desired BOB any good?
      Gilz: thank you šŸ˜‰
      Elaine: good idea on the fund raiser – think anyone will want to donate to my worth cause??

  2. The table is soooo pretty! Your hair looks nice in the pics, maybe I was wrong about your complexion šŸ˜› The lil pgtail hairstyle is what really suits you, wear it like that more often.

    • Diddle – thanks for the hair compliment, strangely enough I saw hair syle on one of the actresses on Sunshine Cleaners and decided to try it. I actually really like it like this. Thanks for noticing and saying something as I was not sure what it looked like to others.

      And about the vibrator and how it works, well the light pink bit is the part that goes inside you, it is curved so it is supposed to hit the g-spot šŸ˜‰ The bump on the U bend just before the darker pink starts is the bit that goes against your clitoris and so it is supposed to stimulate both at the same time. the buttons on the top are the speed and vibration controls and the little hook i guess is for holding it.

      As soon as my BOB fund is full enough and I have tried it first hand iI will give more feedback. – which gives me an idea…

  3. geesh, even as a very happy satisfied married woman do i want one of dem babies – they didn’t make those back in the day when I was single.

    And Sally, take it from me, I went through many frogs before i found my prince, and you DO eventually learn to sift the shit from the gems. We sometimes NEED to be put through the grinder to recognise a good man.

  4. It does look nice doesn’t it Colleen šŸ˜‰

    I have my Wellie Boots ready and am ready to do some wading through the frogs LMAO

  5. good on you just make sure you keep extra batteries you dont want to run out in a emergency he he
    Going to buy my wife one better BOB than the real BOB
    That pic of bob not so lekker they can at least make BOB look sexy he he

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