I really hurt someone, not just a little but a lot and the worst part is it is through no fault of their own but I know that no matter how much I say that, the idea of if only I did it differently she would have stayed might remain.
I ended the relationship with Aequitas and I am so very very sorry that I hurt him, he did nothing but support and love me and give me the freedom to be me.
But somthing in me just could not cope. I am not good at being alone and yet there are so many things in my life pulling me in 100 different directions that I felt I was just not able to cope with the relationship on top of everything else.
I am not sure the need to learn to be alone thing is totally true, but i do need to make sure that I do not hurt someone else like this again becasue I am not in the right head space. But I know that I am a people person, I get my energy and recharge with people around. So maybe single and surrounded by support is that way that I have to go for a while. Who know! Least of all me.
I hate hurting people.
I’m sorry you’re hurting.
(((((HUGS))))))
I’m sorry that you feel like this now and that you are hurting.
(((HUGS)))
Just remember you have to think about YOU first. If you do whats in your heart – you can’t go wrong.
I feel so sorry for you both. And if you ask me there certainly is value in being alone.
Thank you everyone. No idea what to feel
((hugs))
It’s never easy to do but you always have to go with your gut. Do what is right for you or else you will never be able to be happy, no matter how great the person is. Strength…
*hugs*
It’s never easy to make such a big decision, but you know that you did the right thing and that is all that matters. Hope you start to feel happier soon!
((HUGS))
Maybe then dont see it as being alone but rather as learning to love yourself first!
This made me sad. *HUGS*
Am sorry.
So sorry Sally
oh Sal =( sorry angelpie.
I’m so sorry:/ *hugs* these things are never easy. Am thinking of you!
(((((BIG HUG))))) for today and every other lonely day.