We all fall down

And just like that it all falls down.
You have picked yourself up and dusted off and are ready to believe that maybe just maybe there is a glimmer of hope a chance not to be so lonely. Maybe there is a chance to have someone hold you and care about you. Someone to laugh with someone to make you smile and love you imperfectly. No promises of everything just a hope for something and then just like that it is all not what it seemed.

I have no idea what to think any more. Is there ever a point where me for me is okay and enough? Amazing how the excitement of Tuesday can all dissolve so quickly. I just don’t want to cry any more tears.

Until I know what to do I am going to do nothing. I am just going to focus on me these next few weeks. Me and the universe are NOT friends any more. There could not have been a worse thing to happen right now.

6 thoughts on “We all fall down

  1. You know….. when I met Dion and starting seeing him… it was far more than just the man with the thighs that I thought was hot… it was that promise of hope after months (okay, years in my case) of feeling like I would never feel any of that again.

    Hope. Don’t underestimate it.

  2. And after we have fallen down, we stand up, clean up our scraped knees, give ourselves time to recover and then try agaiin. Hope is a wonderful thing. What would a life be without hope?

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