I am at the Greenwich meridian, I have a huge decision to make and the sides of the meridian represent the options. I am jumping and changing from one side to the other. Backwards and forward over and over the thoughts tumble, getting no clearer with time. I feel so ill-equiped to make this decision, it’s like jumping between the two with the weight of an anvil on my back.
The thing about decisions is that one way or another they get made. Time means that things move forward and the decision will be made. I will in the end jump down on one of the 2 sides and take small tentative steps, moving me further and further from the alternative reality. I just wondered how often I will look back and wonder about the path not take.
The decision changes me, defines me and molds my soul, my being and the core of who I am. I just wish I knew the best way to make it.
Time marches on…
Good luck Sal!!! Hope you find the best for you.
Any decision you make you have to simply accept it is for the best and move forward. Second guessing yourself simply freezes you in time. xx
Sjoe. Sterkte..x
may I have the pass word to the next post?
I hate those life changing decisions. The most I can say, is if you feel at peace with your decision, then it is the right one:-)
Cryptic!! Whatever it is, I wish you the best of luck
I hope you are ok…?
Good luck Sally – in the end there is no such thing as a wrong choice just a different path.
Whatever you decide, I hope you have peace with it. If you feel ok for me reading the next post I’d love to.
Can I please have the password to the next post?