What I learnt today

- my integrity matters.
- some friends are all talk but when you need them they can’t stand to be in the center of raw pain and emotion – I needed you tonight, I asked and you left!
- I am worth more than the way I have been treated.
- I want someone who would never have left me or gotten me into the situation I had to deal with alone today.
- My world is complex and difficult so look before you enter.
- I am stronger than I ever thought but hurt more than I conceived imaginable.
- I am harder and more guarded because of today and I hate that.
- feeling lonely is one of the hardest things in the whole world.
- when you think there are no more tears there are more.
- It is worth looking beyond what you get to who I am.
- Promises are empty without actions.
- I want a man who is safe and strong enough to give me his all.
- Sometimes just breathing feels too painful – I want to stop.
- Time carries on and as much as I do not want the sun to rise tomorrow, it will.

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8 Responses to "What I learnt today"

  1. JaneW says:

    ((((HUGS))))

    I hear you, I’ve been there. Hang in there you are doing great. Keep going one day at a time.

    Thinking of you.

  2. Jeanette says:

    (((HUGS))) sounds like you’ve had a rough day today. Hope tomorrow is more bearable

  3. Chocolate!
    lindt chilli chocolate to add some spice
    hazlenut for the hard times
    a bubbly aero to lighten the load
    and a bag of chuckles to eat all by yourself (pref snuggled up in bed with a mag/good book/movie)

    ;-)

    it may not be a cure all , but it sure does help

  4. Elaine says:

    Sal, sorry to hear that you had a rough day. Wish I could do something to help you! Shout if there is anything I can do to help. I feel really helpless if my friends have so much pain and there isnt really something I can do to make it better.

  5. Gilz says:

    Sorry you had a tough day.

  6. Esther says:

    ((((nog ‘n GROOT drukkie)))). Hope you feel better. I agree, its sad abd bad when friends hurt and most of the times the ones outside cant do much except listen. One day the light will be the end.

  7. Angel says:

    Sounds like you learnt a really shirty life lesson…
    [[hugs]]

  8. Katherine says:

    Thinking of you… Hope you are feeling a bit brighter now. Wish we were nearer!

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