I am rather emotional today, well actually very very emotional. I know us single mom’s always go on about how we cope and survive because we have to and it is true you don’t get a choice. But today if I had a choice, in this very moment I want to be somewhere else, somewhere safe, somewhere it is okay to cry without worrying if the children will see me, somewhere I don’t have to think too much but can just curl up, feel safe and then when I feel stronger get up and go on again.
Today I just need to not to hold it all together, today I need arms to hold me while I cry, no questions ask, just let me fall apart for a bit then I will be able to get up and go on because I have to.
My friend! I love you!
I am here! I know where you are! Sometimes that safe places is in the eyes of our children!
Somedays we dont feel like being the strong one. We just want someone to take care of us! *big squeezie hug*
Hi Sal. Wish I was closer, then I would definately come and help you. Love!
*BIG HUGS*
((HUGS)) Sally – weird exactly how I amfeeling this week
((((hugs)))))
I think we are more hectic than safe but you are really welcome to come back
Barbara you are a true true gem of a friend. I would never have survived these months without you. For now I need to be at home. It is total chaos and finding some order in it will help distract me.